This morning a student from a neighboring high school passed away because of suicide
and I have a few friends that knew him (I’ve never met him)
and yet I’m feeling depressed for a few hours after reading his facebook wall full of comments like “RIP” and “i miss you”
other people that didn’t know him do not seem to care about his death yet I’m feeling sad
this kind of thing also happened to me when I saw a dead pigeon a week ago and felt bad for a while because of how the dead bird was treated by the students
I guess I’m not as emotionally strong as most guys are
is it weird to be this way or are there other guys here like me
I also just think too much when bad things happen.